Just realised my previouse blog has a pic of my new winter coat without me mentioning it in the writing !! so just to fix this - that is my beutiful coat for this winter which im inlove with and so i have my fingers crossed the weather will get shit soon so i can wear it xxx

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TODAY HAS BEEN CRAP . im not kidding !! been climbing but got eaten alive by insects !!

spending this week writing a new song i came up with up in the cliffs today and reading mokingjay - the thrid book in suzanne collins' "hunger games" I LOVE THIS TRILOGY !!

SCHOOL SOON !!

aaaaaaahhhhhhhh !!!!!
Bags are waiting to be packed, uniform waits to be washed and my tie hides somewere in my room. Lunchboxes are getting lonely in thier cubards while waterbottles sit and wait for the holiadays to be over. Yes my equiptment is ready to be back at school where it is used rather than disgarded and forgotten, but im certainly not ready !!
my summer holiaday check list ...
1. make some money - not done
2. re-organise my bedroom - not done
3. spend atleast a whole day in bed - not done
4. make video for latest song and put it on youtube - not done
however ....
5. spend time with friends out in the sun - done
6. y-not. meet darwin deeze - done
7. swim in the sea - done
8. fish and chips on the beach - done
9. family holiaday - done
10. survive train journey from sheffield to london - done
So it seems ive done all the fun things on my list !! WHOOP!! But thease 6 weeks have been waaaay too short - and knowing theres only a week or so left is heartbreaking - wheres the summer boredome that was suppost to kik in last week !?! Im still very much enjoying the sun and certainly NOT wanting to be back in a stuffy classroom !!

Nine months of sitting under bridges while huddling for walmth . Nine months of barn dances with sparkly cow-bow hats . Nine months of living in eachothers houses more than our own. Nine months of music festivals . Nine months of confidence . Nine months of being loved. Nine months of happyness....
should i throw this away because of one heartbreaking incident ??
1 to 3 months - yes
3 to 5 months -yes
6 to 8 months - maybe
8 to 12 months - no !!
And so mr. prince carming is forgiven .... untill next time.

Some girls are beautiful, stunning even, and you look at them and think "wow" However these girls feel distant in my world. "The barbie dolls" or "Little miss perfect" are just some of the cruel jokes shared between me and my friends , and i know what your thinking jealousy . However i have never felt jealous of these girls. I'm happy with how i look, a life of caring only about your looks is a pretty sad life in my opinion. I'm happy with how i live, i know what I'm good at and i aim to succeed higher, which i generally manage. So when out of the blue miss dark hair , ivory skin and flawless figure comes along, i pay her no attention. BIG MISTAKE.
In a short amount of time spent away from me, Mr prince charming latched himself to this goddess of prettiness very quickly and with no hesitation decided to tell her he loved her, so as you can imagine I'm not in the best mood , how do i fix this? I climb !! A whole day of hard climbing and i couldn't care less , RESULT !!

WELL HELLO MY LOVELY BLOGGERZ !!!!!!

weekend of "quality time with mr.charming" backfired - oh well .
Not doing much for rest of the holls so my posts are gonna be hugely boring !!!!
Still savig up for my synthonizer, not doing very well, money isnt safe around me !!!! Tempted to dip into my savings fund but i know i realy shouldnt, never mind.
Recoreded "sorry" the other day but the sound qualitys pretty shit so i need to wait till i get use my better equiptment - meen while ill just keep inproving it !!!!
well over and out m'dears ! xxxx

ive just hurt someone very close to me - and i dont know how to get him back :(

hey heyyyy !!! i survived staying the night at prince charmings house and was actualy dissapointed to be going home !! talk about weird !!! im nakered cos its eleven at night and ive been working on my new notice for my babysitting - trying to pull in work cos im saving up for the beutiful beast whcih should appear somewhere on this post - so so so cant wait till i can afford her !!!

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http://www.littlebigtree.com/competition/#howto < ignore this guys - i needed to write it somewhere xx

scared shitless due to the fact staying at prince charmings tomoro night for first time . This should be no big deal concidering he spends half his life staying at mine at the moment but im still nervouse , his parents have this idea im polite and quiet (or so ive been told) but whenever they talk to me i make an idiot of myself! His dad , being a police officer, is the sort of persone who asks endless and pointless questions which trip me up on every occasion !!
Ive been mushrooming today and retured with enough wild mushrroms to put into bowls and cover our kitchen table , i made a mushrrom risotto for tea and will probs be eating mushrooms for annother 4 months !! abpove is a picture of some Amethist decievers which we found hundreds and hundreds of, enough for 5 baking bowls of !!

oh and did i tell you guys my boyfriend is now bald ?? yerp he just went and cut it all off - stupid boy .

been doing some retail therapy today and feel miles better for it , my musics doing great and my latest song "sorry" should be hitting you-tube in a few weeks as soon as the cideo is compleate!! currently reading a book where a teenage girl is turning into a seal - not too normal !!! and am kankered bespite mega shopping due to the fact my family decided to try to bake pizza today - lets just say i should never be let loose near a pepper grinder again !!

well its been a long long time since ive talked to you my lovely followers , who ever you are !! dyed my hair today and , due to the fact its chesnut , mr so-called boyfriend and his ideal princess named a gingerbread man after me ,thanks alot guys.

Y-NOT MISSION ACCOMPLISHED !!!! while queuing for the toilet/tardis i caught sight of Darwin backstage and waved at him , well guess what HE WAVED BACK !!
They opened to a dance with "PENUTBUTTERELLYTIME" and did tons of amazing dances in between songs .
The songs they played were : constellations, up in the clouds , bad day , radar detector and one i cant remember !!(we were at the very front)
Snook backstage and got photos and hugs with the band before getting Darwin to sign my wristband and prince charming buying me a sighned a signed c-d !!! I GOT A PHOTO HUGGING HIM !!

The rest of y-not was seriously awsome and being at the front for shot shot stacy made it even better, got my hand hennad (is this the correct spelling ??),listened to some awsome bands and ate loads of crappy food !!

SO GOING BACK NEXT YEAR !!!!!!!!!